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Sᴏʀʀᴏᴡ ([personal profile] thirdreturned) wrote in [community profile] hadriel2017-02-25 09:26 am

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Many of you seem to be unhappy.

We don't all necessarily want you to be happy, but acceptance and adaptation to your situation would be a start. The only question that remains is: how?

It is clear to us that your species resolves many issues through communication. Unfortunately, none of us understand the human psyche as clearly as others of your species, and so I leave it to you to communicate with and to help one another.

You may consider this post an open forum in which you can discuss what's been bothering you. In turn, I will conceal your identities, so that you may help one another without preconceived biases. If you'd like to reveal yourselves to one another, the option is there, but unnecessary.

Heal. Recover.

I'll leave you to it.

[[This is an event post for the Never Log In event! Remember, characters are compelled to get things off of their chest here, as well as to help others- and of course, please stay oocly logged in for your comments!]]
circumitus: (her comfort is the gun)

[anon] (cw: subjects of murder and possible implications of suicide)

[personal profile] circumitus 2017-02-26 11:59 pm (UTC)(link)
it's becoming harder to accept the fact that i am going to die alone.

i've always known it. you die, watch so many other people die, see them come and leave your life countless of times that it's hard to expect any state of constant good. but i have created bonds here and for the first time in my life that scares me, because i know that someday it'll be over. everyone will be gone and there will be nothing left of me when that time comes.

guess that's what a monster deserves.
survivorsguilt: (➽ to kill a mockingbird)

[anon] hoo boy

[personal profile] survivorsguilt 2017-02-27 01:14 pm (UTC)(link)
i know i'm probably meant to offer you really good advice and stuff, but all i can say is that i understand how you feel.

nobody ever stays for good and that's just the way it is and i know it
but that doesn't make it any less shit
so i'm really sorry
Edited 2017-02-27 13:14 (UTC)
circumitus: This is drunk and confused... (this is worse than naked and afraid)


[personal profile] circumitus 2017-03-01 02:58 am (UTC)(link)
not looking for advice.
or pity for that matter.

guess that's not so bad. maybe that's what i'm looking for.

there's just no magic cure for this brand of shit. should be grateful for the good i've got right now but it's hard not to feel wretched at the same time.
survivorsguilt: (➽ carry on my wayward son)


[personal profile] survivorsguilt 2017-03-01 11:04 am (UTC)(link)
well, i can do that without even trying.

eeeeeexactly. right now i feel so fucking lonely and i want to not be that way anymore, but then i remember i'm lonely because everyone fucking leaves or is taken, so why bother even making new friends.

it'll just end up the same way. it always ends the same way.
circumitus: Captain Morgan didnt let me down when i stand up it feels like the world is trying to hand me rainbows. (i hate your face)


[personal profile] circumitus 2017-03-04 09:50 pm (UTC)(link)
that's just the way life works.
wish it could be different, even if there's no point in wishing for something so impossible.

always figured it's easier just to be alone and live with that loneliness.
considered cutting my losses and live like that here.
met someone who didn't feel the same way about that tho.

guess it's not a very popular opinion.
survivorsguilt: (➽ check out my gungun)


[personal profile] survivorsguilt 2017-03-05 01:15 pm (UTC)(link)
guess not. i can understand the draw, though

[That said, she definitely couldn't fucking do it. Not ever.]
manofmettle: (14)


[personal profile] manofmettle 2017-02-27 01:50 pm (UTC)(link)
[...this hits far too close to home for him to simply scroll past.]

I'm sorry that you feel this way. I wouldn't wish it on anyone. Not even a monster.

I'm glad that you've found new bonds though. Someone once told me that as frightening as it can be to open yourself up to a new friendship, it can be worth it. There's always a risk of getting hurt but maybe someday, you'll find someone that stays.

I don't know who you are but I hope you'll find that someone. If not here, then wherever you come from.
circumitus: Completely decimated and my hand was all bloody and covered with glass. Weird dude, never saw him again ever since. (got into a bar fight last night)


[personal profile] circumitus 2017-03-01 03:02 am (UTC)(link)
it's probably going to have to be here either way, because chances are there isn't going to be anything left of me back home. seen what happens to people in my position in that place and

[No, the memories of the prison -- the things she's seen happen there -- are not things she wants to dredge up from the mud right now.

(Stop wallowing, goddammit.)]

it never ends well.
manofmettle: (9)


[personal profile] manofmettle 2017-03-01 04:19 pm (UTC)(link)
[Oh. Oh no. He might be repeating himself, but what else is there to say in this situation?]

I'm sorry. I don't have any words that could help comfort you, but I'm sorry all the same.
circumitus: She literally cut my boxers off with a 8" chef's knife and had her way with me. (tomorrow never knows)


[personal profile] circumitus 2017-03-04 09:52 pm (UTC)(link)
that's ok. not really expecting comfort anyway. just

i don't know. don't know why i'm bothering to say any of this.
manofmettle: (9)


[personal profile] manofmettle 2017-03-05 03:14 am (UTC)(link)
I've been told before that venting out your emotions is a healthy method of releasing internalized stress and anguish.
war_itself: (colder than this home)


[personal profile] war_itself 2017-02-27 02:38 pm (UTC)(link)
Life will always take and take from you and the best you can do is to hold onto every moment, every bond. Defend them to your last drop of blood. And when they are gone, when you are all that is left of them, be worthy of their legacy. Survive, so they won't be forgotten.
circumitus: She literally cut my boxers off with a 8" chef's knife and had her way with me. (tomorrow never knows)


[personal profile] circumitus 2017-03-04 09:44 pm (UTC)(link)
what's the point of a legacy if they're only memories?
no one else will remember them. appreciate what some of them did. they might as well have never existed at all.
war_itself: (scarred)


[personal profile] war_itself 2017-03-04 10:01 pm (UTC)(link)
What's the point of anything? It is what we make of it.

Or you might as well not exist. It's a tempting thought. Easy. But life isn't meant to be easy. You are proof that they did exist. That has to mean something.
circumitus: (it takes a train to cry)


[personal profile] circumitus 2017-03-05 02:19 am (UTC)(link)
and what if i don't want to exist? what if i never did?
i don't deserve to keep on existing in place of the ones that died.

should have been terminated a long time ago, back when i was supposed to.
wouldn't have to keep feeling this way.
war_itself: (a soldier's grave)


[personal profile] war_itself 2017-03-12 01:37 pm (UTC)(link)
Nobody was ever asked if they wanted to exist. Would it bring back those who died if you stopped? Could you trade in your life for theirs? Because if so, I sure would love to know who to petition for that. But the universe doesn't give a damn, so it's up to us to make sure the deaths weren't meaningless.

Tell me about them, if you don't wish to be the only one who remembers.

I should have been wiped out along with my people. Side by side with them. But I wasn't granted that luxury, so I am going to avenge them instead.