[ He's honestly never done this before, and he feels like shit for it. She doesn't deserve it, both his contradictory behavior, nor his fucking mess of a life. ]

I'm sorry, honey. I'm a fucking asshole, trust me, I know it.

[ He's hurt her, and honestly it's just a terrible feeling. ]

It's not you. Not you at all. It's me. I just - I gotta get outta here before I screw this up anymore.

[ And just like that, he turns to go, ready to leave. Normally, he'd at least give the girl a parting kiss but that would just make things worse in this instance. ]