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[Cole's been doing some thinking. Always a dangerous proposition, but unavoidable, really. It hasn't been all that long since the fire, but...well. Maybe it could have been worse, but it could have been a lot better too.

At least he's managed to make this audio. Probably entirely by accident.]

I can't tell if it's better. Is it better? [He doesn't specify what "it" is. But there's a pause for a few moments while he considers what else to say. It's hard to verbalize what he's thinking, his thoughts pulled in a thousand ways at once like they always are. He doesn't make sense at the best of times, and now he's trying to find words that probably don't exist.]

The whispers are worries, but the calls are clarion and confused. Did I do the right thing? Is it good at all?

[Another pause, longer than than the last one--almost long enough to wonder whether Cole has hung up.]

Maybe this time it's different.

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Nothing, maybe. I can't tell yet. Or maybe I forgot.

So, you're trying to work through your thoughts or something?

Most people don't tend to do that on here unless they want an answer.

I don't know. Is there an answer?

Depends on the question. And maybe who you ask.

I don't know the question. People say different things.

You asked if you "did the right thing".

That's not my question. It's someone else's.

[Welp, this got weird.]

Whose?

I don't know. There are too many askers, loud and long and lingering.

Wait. Am confused.

You're saying you're hearing other people's questions? How?

Because it hurts.

What, other people's hurt, or yours?

...

Guess it'd be both if you're aware of the former, though.

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Both, maybe. I hear the hurting so I can help.

Help how?

How they need it. It's different.

Sounds like it'd be a pain in the ass trying to help people when you've got too many asking shit. However that works.

That's alright. I don't mind.

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