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[Cole's been doing some thinking. Always a dangerous proposition, but unavoidable, really. It hasn't been all that long since the fire, but...well. Maybe it could have been worse, but it could have been a lot better too.
At least he's managed to make this audio. Probably entirely by accident.]
I can't tell if it's better. Is it better? [He doesn't specify what "it" is. But there's a pause for a few moments while he considers what else to say. It's hard to verbalize what he's thinking, his thoughts pulled in a thousand ways at once like they always are. He doesn't make sense at the best of times, and now he's trying to find words that probably don't exist.]
The whispers are worries, but the calls are clarion and confused. Did I do the right thing? Is it good at all?
[Another pause, longer than than the last one--almost long enough to wonder whether Cole has hung up.]
Maybe this time it's different.
At least he's managed to make this audio. Probably entirely by accident.]
I can't tell if it's better. Is it better? [He doesn't specify what "it" is. But there's a pause for a few moments while he considers what else to say. It's hard to verbalize what he's thinking, his thoughts pulled in a thousand ways at once like they always are. He doesn't make sense at the best of times, and now he's trying to find words that probably don't exist.]
The whispers are worries, but the calls are clarion and confused. Did I do the right thing? Is it good at all?
[Another pause, longer than than the last one--almost long enough to wonder whether Cole has hung up.]
Maybe this time it's different.

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[ That's not fair dude, we were talking about you. ]
My partner. But, he's not with me anymore so, it's just me.
[ Damn this hurts, it really shouldn't but it does. ]
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Where did he go?
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He stayed home. Where he belongs.
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[Oops.]
Lost and lonely... Are you afraid your friends will forget?
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No. We'll always remember each other.
[ It doesn't make it any easier, though.
Hold on, pal. He sees what you're doing there. ]
But this is not about me, so, what's your name?
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[Whoops. He thought he was sneaky.]
I used to be Cole. You can call me that if you'd like.
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[ That's weird... ]
Used to--? Are you...
[ A strained pause. Could he be...? ]
Who are you, Cole?
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I'm me. And more than I used to be.
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[Because that answers the question right.]
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Fine... he chuckes because what's this conversation even? ]
Cole it is. My name is Atem.
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Hello. I'm sorry you're lonely.
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[ about being sorry... ]
So, will you allow me to help you?
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[ .......... how tho, he's bad at this, you ain't Yugi... ]
What usually makes you happy?
[ That's a start ]
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What sort of person is she?
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[ Lies, he might do, but he doesn't want to jump into conclusions. ]
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