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[lifetothefullest]

[Lance doesn't typically post to the network within a few weeks of a previous post, partially because talking to so many people is exhausting and partially because he usually doesn't have anything to say so soon after. But this time he has two brief announcements that happen to be time-sensitive, so here goes.]

Hello everyone. The list of who is available and willing to teach particular skills is now available, and I'll continue to make changes to it as requested; it isn't too late to volunteer, if you'd like to. Where possible I've provided references to the initial responses, so be sure to look at the details of what someone is offering.

[And that's the main announcement. The second one he's still nervous about, even though he's been set on doing it for awhile, and it's part of the reason this is text; it's easier both to choose his words and not back out if it's through text.]

I'm also going to be taking a brief break from non-emergency counseling. This will only be for a few weeks, and if a situation is very pressing or serious I'm still available to meet; please don't hesitate to contact me, and don't second-guess yourself about whether it's serious enough to warrant doing so. The last thing I want is for someone who really needs help not to get it because I decided to take a vacation.

[And he really, really means this; the entire idea is making him nervous all over again about the decision to take a break, because if something happened to someone because he wasn't available to meet with them he's not sure he would forgive himself. But people here survived a long time without a psychologist around, right? Surely everything will be okay.]

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[ghostlocked]

[Hm. That's not the response Harlan was expecting, either. He's glad that Lance doesn't make a big deal out of it (and didn't figure he would), but, oh, apparently Lance has some personal experience with this, too?

For now, he won't pry on the exact details, but he is gonna ask questions. Lance brought it up, so he's clearly down with talking about it on some level. If he's not, he'll tell Harlan to fuck off.]

No shit? Why didn't you?

[lifetothefullest]

[Harlan's right in that Lance wouldn't have brought it up if he weren't willing to talk at least a little, even if he'll avoid specifics. But the question is fair and easy enough to answer, although he avoids eye contact despite his tone being light and almost joking.]

I was kind of a spiteful kid. My name was something that was mine, and it was... Sort of just stubbornness, I guess.

[A way to say he wouldn't let what happened alter anything about him if he didn't have to, or something like that. Not that he's judging Harlan's decision or anything, it was just a symbolic, personal victory for Lance.]

[ghostlocked]

[That gets a little laugh out of him.]

Hey, good for you. That's a good enough reason to keep it. "Lance" sounds cool, anyway.

[And Harlan fucking Halliday is all about cool names.]

I guess I ditched my old name for similar reasons if we're talking about the emotional side of things. My name wasn't mine, so... [He shrugs.] Bye.

[lifetothefullest]

[This isn't anywhere near as awkward as it could be, and so Lance is relaxing a little as the conversation goes on and manages a small smile.]

Thanks. And it means my girlfriend calls me Lancelot, which I can't exactly complain about.

[He nods in understanding at the rest of what Harlan says and it makes sense, especially presuming Harlan was originally named by his mother.]

You chose a pretty great name; nice alliteration, too. Did you just come up with it out of nowhere, or...?