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Margaery Tyrell ([personal profile] roseofthetyrells) wrote in [community profile] hadriel2018-02-09 02:50 pm

Video 4 - Sewing Shop

[the video opens on Margaery sitting in the sewing shop, three half-finished garments behind her. she's smiling, although it doesn't quite meet her eyes. she's still haunted by her loss last month and while being a child was fun, it still doesn't erase her melancholy entirely]

Hello. I just wanted to let you know that the Sewing Shop is again open for business. I've come to a deal with Tranquility to acquire fabric. I'm also available to teach sewing to anyone who wishes to learn.

[she hesitates a moment]

And I wanted to--to apologize to anyone who had to deal with me as a child. I suppose I was rather. . . full of myself back then.
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[personal profile] am_i_a_monster 2018-02-12 05:12 pm (UTC)(link)
I think young me was confused too, by some of your ideas.

[She hesitates, not wanting to say she doubts she will see Matt again, not with the way Hadriel works. She's forcing herself to let go of the idea that Hannibal will return and create the family he promised her.]

You can find ways to make it less painful.
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[personal profile] am_i_a_monster 2018-02-12 10:08 pm (UTC)(link)
I think our worlds were very different.

[She switches to a private video.]

There are ways to make memories less painful. Therapy, memory palaces,

[She takes a moment to decide if she should suggest what helped her back with Hannibal.]

and if we could find it here - would you consider drugs?
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[personal profile] am_i_a_monster 2018-02-13 06:19 pm (UTC)(link)
It isn't trivial if it's causing you pain. And you can see him after his break.

Psilocybin. That's a type of mushroom. Hannibal used to brew them in a tea for me but I don't know if there are any here.

There was someone here with cannabis.
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[personal profile] am_i_a_monster 2018-02-16 09:30 pm (UTC)(link)
I don't know about him, but Hannibal would help by asking me question and guiding me to see things I couldn't before.

It's natural. But don't dismiss the clinic pills. Medicine like that has helped a lot of people.

Cannabis is a plant that can be eaten or smoked. It can make you feel good. more relaxed.
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[personal profile] am_i_a_monster 2018-02-20 03:46 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah, I really miss him.

Trust can be hard. Maybe if you talked to someone at the clinic, they could explain the medicine to you.

I'm not sure. I don't remember who was offering it.
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[personal profile] am_i_a_monster 2018-02-21 07:38 pm (UTC)(link)
Maybe. If he can find a way back to me and Will, he will.

People live longer with the new technology and medicines.

It was a while ago, last October I think.