[Kelson had endeavored not to become his mother, so instead of self-flagellating constantly, he does it in rounds. Who is to say which was healthier?]

That's very true. It could be said I did what I did to protect. I certainly did not want others to meet a similar fate, and I know it saved lives down the line. But in some instances, I wanted vengeance and I let it govern me instead of mercy.

It would not have changed the situation if I had allowed those men time to collect themselves. Some, are just tragic. My uncle is so horrified and dishonored by his son's actions he will not speak his name. He wont see his grandchildren.