[ The more Castiel talked about 'his' Lucifer, the more this Lucifer was left to sit and think about himself and his own situation. ]
My refusal to fit in a box is what got me in trouble in the first place. [ He said, as much to himself as in response to Castiel directly. A version of himself, who would want to fit in a predestined box? Usually he could think back to a time, a point in his history where he felt he understood this other version of himself but this, full stop, did not compute.
If he'd been willing to fit in a box, in that split second (millions of years) before time began, none of what had come to pass would have even started.
Weird. Just ... weird.
However, Castiel was giving him an opening, to slid off this confusing topic and on to something different. ]
You have a deep affection for them, don't you? We've talked about it before but ... you admire them.
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My refusal to fit in a box is what got me in trouble in the first place. [ He said, as much to himself as in response to Castiel directly. A version of himself, who would want to fit in a predestined box? Usually he could think back to a time, a point in his history where he felt he understood this other version of himself but this, full stop, did not compute.
If he'd been willing to fit in a box, in that split second (millions of years) before time began, none of what had come to pass would have even started.
Weird. Just ... weird.
However, Castiel was giving him an opening, to slid off this confusing topic and on to something different. ]
You have a deep affection for them, don't you? We've talked about it before but ... you admire them.