[He bites back all the Hydra-ingrained mantras of how feelings are not only irrelevant, they're dangerous, because they can't be controlled. How it doesn't matter what he thinks of himself, only that he's completing his missions in a satisfactory manner.
He's trying to move past that. At least a little. Just while he's here, anyway. While he has the chance.
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He's trying to move past that. At least a little. Just while he's here, anyway. While he has the chance.
So instead he just nods.]
It's hard.