Kain Highwind (
dragoon_pride) wrote in
hadriel2016-12-02 02:38 am
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...It can’t be…
...a nightmare…failed...
...couldn’t have… died…
[He’s muttering to himself, so only a few stray words are clear enough to be heard, at first. He hadn't intended those to be heard, necessarily, as he's checking that the phone is even on. Then, he clears his throat and speaks normally.]
Kain Highwind of the Guard reporting in. What is the current situation with the demons? I can… [He pauses, more mentally disoriented than anything. The reality of the situation is still sinking in, the memories of being possessed are… deeply unsettling. Not again. He can’t believe he’s lost himself again.] I can go anywhere I’m needed to continue our fight.
[Sigh. Well, there it is. He's in a bit of denial over what happened, but he knows deep down the truth of the matter. He'd been possessed, and... killed. Shadow, that hedgehog had ended his suffering. For now, he’ll throw himself into fighting, a warrior above all else. Mental distress will just have to get shoved deep down inside. But there is… something else bothering him. He belongs to the air, to the wind. He wants to feel that breeze on his face, to see the sky change in color. He’ll even take overcast if he could just see clouds again. The withdrawal is real.]
This is unrelated, but… How can everyone withstand a place without a sky for so long, anyway? Does anyone know if there's some way to see it again, even for a few moments?
...a nightmare…failed...
...couldn’t have… died…
[He’s muttering to himself, so only a few stray words are clear enough to be heard, at first. He hadn't intended those to be heard, necessarily, as he's checking that the phone is even on. Then, he clears his throat and speaks normally.]
Kain Highwind of the Guard reporting in. What is the current situation with the demons? I can… [He pauses, more mentally disoriented than anything. The reality of the situation is still sinking in, the memories of being possessed are… deeply unsettling. Not again. He can’t believe he’s lost himself again.] I can go anywhere I’m needed to continue our fight.
[Sigh. Well, there it is. He's in a bit of denial over what happened, but he knows deep down the truth of the matter. He'd been possessed, and... killed. Shadow, that hedgehog had ended his suffering. For now, he’ll throw himself into fighting, a warrior above all else. Mental distress will just have to get shoved deep down inside. But there is… something else bothering him. He belongs to the air, to the wind. He wants to feel that breeze on his face, to see the sky change in color. He’ll even take overcast if he could just see clouds again. The withdrawal is real.]
This is unrelated, but… How can everyone withstand a place without a sky for so long, anyway? Does anyone know if there's some way to see it again, even for a few moments?

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[He had a pretty good excuse, being dead, but even so...]
Good to meet you, as another Guard member... I'm also a somewhat new recruit. I joined over a month or so ago, not long after I arrived here.
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You had history with one of the captains? Then... they came from the same world as you did? [Had to have, if she's relatively new, he's assuming.]
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In a manner of speaking. Maketh Tua and I were on opposite sides of a conflict, in our home galaxy. We only knew one another by reputation, but that was enough to colour our perceptions.
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[He doesn't want to have anyone from home pulled into this, but some selfish part does want to see certain familiar faces again.]
It must be difficult, having someone you would consider an enemy here.
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[He has to wonder if he'd have been able to do so, if any of his own enemies were to show up. It would be tough.]
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[ which is clearly her measure of trust. ]
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[He can only hope he would do the same if one of his enemies showed up. It would be especially hard with most Chaos Warriors, but he'd at least try.]
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But what about you, is there anyone from your past here? It seems there are a few of us that get the benefit of that.
[ "benefit" being a really generous term here. ]
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[At least, at the moment they're talking, but that will all change in time. Not that Kain doesn't want to see any of them, but... it's for the best not to.]