ellie (
survivorsguilt) wrote in
hadriel2017-10-12 06:21 pm
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issue #5 | video
[She's put this off for like a week, thinking it was best to not incite anger, or to bring attention to herself, but it just keeps coming back to bother her. Ellie can't let it go.
The sweater she's sporting perhaps isn't the best thing to be taken seriously in (thanks, evil trees laden with fun shirts!) but anyone who knows Ellie will recognise that fire in her eyes. She's dead serious.]
You know, you can direct all the righteous anger you want to at the gods, and that's fucking fine, I get it even, but have you considered that spending less time arguing with them and more time working towards solutions to all this shit is probably a good idea? Fuck.
It seems like some of you are just totally fine with them dying, and I- you- [Maybe she should have planned this out better. Distress seeps into her voice, and she chokes up a little, but presses on.] I mean, don't you get it? There are people here who aren't even alive back home. A lot of them. If this place goes up in flames, if they gods die, they go nowhere. I'm not letting that happen.
And to this fucking lying scumbag, whoever you are? If you are one of us- I'll find you.
[That didn't go as smoothly or sound as eloquent as she'd hoped for. Ellie switches the video off with more force than is probably necessary.
Incredibly, she doesn't feel much better.]
The sweater she's sporting perhaps isn't the best thing to be taken seriously in (thanks, evil trees laden with fun shirts!) but anyone who knows Ellie will recognise that fire in her eyes. She's dead serious.]
You know, you can direct all the righteous anger you want to at the gods, and that's fucking fine, I get it even, but have you considered that spending less time arguing with them and more time working towards solutions to all this shit is probably a good idea? Fuck.
It seems like some of you are just totally fine with them dying, and I- you- [Maybe she should have planned this out better. Distress seeps into her voice, and she chokes up a little, but presses on.] I mean, don't you get it? There are people here who aren't even alive back home. A lot of them. If this place goes up in flames, if they gods die, they go nowhere. I'm not letting that happen.
And to this fucking lying scumbag, whoever you are? If you are one of us- I'll find you.
[That didn't go as smoothly or sound as eloquent as she'd hoped for. Ellie switches the video off with more force than is probably necessary.
Incredibly, she doesn't feel much better.]

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[She smiles a little at El's small wave, despite how she's still simmering on the inside.]
I... Huh. Okay? Do you have some kinda power or something?
[After all she's seen in Hadriel, this is becoming Ellie's first assumption.]
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She nodded. ]
Yes... Something like that.
[ It was hard trying to explain how her ability worked, but Eleven was confident she could at least try and help. ]
Just need a dark place to look...
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Hey, no offense, but... what do you get out of this? Why do you wanna help?