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Margaery Tyrell ([personal profile] roseofthetyrells) wrote in [community profile] hadriel2018-01-02 02:14 pm

Video 3 - Margaery's Apartment

[The video opens not in the Sewing Shop but in Margaery's apartment where she's sitting in the middle of her bed, a pillow clasped in her arms. she's looking down from the camera and she's in a bathrobe and nightgown, both wrinkled. her hair is disheveled and her eyes are heavily rimmed with red, as though she's spent a long time crying. which she has been. a whole day and night and a new day of crying.

she tries to look up at the camera, clear her throat and speak, but the words don't come. fresh tears well in her eyes and she looks down again, biting her lower lip.

a long moment passes with nothing but Margaery fighting back tears and silent. finally, she looks back up at the camera and speaks]


I--I thought people may want to know that Matt Murdock is no longer among us. His. His help was invaluable in the time before the Null invasion and [her voice breaks] he will be missed greatly.

[she brushes a tear off of her cheek, looking down again. she forces herself to look back up and continues]

I need to apologize to those I promised garments to. I. It will be at least another month before they're finished. I'm--I'm sorry.
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[personal profile] am_i_a_monster 2018-01-08 11:28 pm (UTC)(link)
[She looks up again slowly]

A monster. He made sure I knew he'd kill me if I ever said no to him.
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[personal profile] am_i_a_monster 2018-01-09 01:08 am (UTC)(link)
[Abigail shakes her head and wipes at tear at the thought that she might have been able to stop her father and save those girls and her own mother.]

No. I never stood up to him. I only got away from him when Hannibal and Will saved me.
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[personal profile] am_i_a_monster 2018-01-09 07:24 pm (UTC)(link)
I think about that a lot, the life I should have had. A normal childhood, then college and a career. Friends. All that stuff. I know I shouldn't dwell on it, but it's hard not to.
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[personal profile] am_i_a_monster 2018-01-13 05:06 pm (UTC)(link)
You will? Thank you.

I'll be your friend too.
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[personal profile] am_i_a_monster 2018-01-17 02:24 am (UTC)(link)
That means a lot to me, really. Back home, I don't think anyone would have called me kind.
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[personal profile] am_i_a_monster 2018-01-18 12:42 am (UTC)(link)
I do, especially with people who understand brutal and terrible things.
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[personal profile] am_i_a_monster 2018-01-18 01:35 am (UTC)(link)
Do you want to talk about it?
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[personal profile] am_i_a_monster 2018-01-18 01:59 am (UTC)(link)
[Abigail frowns.]

You don't have to tell me now, only when you're ready. I don't want to push you.
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[personal profile] am_i_a_monster 2018-01-19 07:26 pm (UTC)(link)
[Abigail has difficulty with people like who see the world in absolutes, because she feels they'll always see her as evil. And she has trouble understanding that point of view. Was her father evil or sick? Hannibal was good to her, evil to others. It's all too complicated for simple labels to her. Still, she can't comment when her new friend is grieving.]

I'm guessing he was a smart man? It must mean you shouldn't judge yourself for those sins either. He wouldn't want you to.
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[personal profile] am_i_a_monster 2018-01-20 06:54 pm (UTC)(link)
It really is hard. Sometimes I have nightmares about my father's victims coming back to judge me.

[And her own victims too,though that's even harder to talk about.]
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[personal profile] am_i_a_monster 2018-01-23 12:13 am (UTC)(link)
I like to think they're in another world and not just in my memory palace. I'm not sure if I believe it though. Maybe resting in peace is the best thing to wish for.

What was the red wedding?
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[personal profile] am_i_a_monster 2018-01-23 10:27 pm (UTC)(link)
A memory palace is an imaginary place in your mind that you create. You assign each room to someone or something from your past. You can visit those memories anytime you want and the ones you don't want can be locked away in their own room. It doesn't have to be a castle, any place with rooms works. It's based on a memory trick.

[Abigail closes her eyes for a moment at the end of the story. It's so different from her past, she never witnessed any mass killings, having been brought to Hadriel before the 'red dinner' at Hannibal's home. The part about the wolf's head is familiar though. It sounds to her, almost as if it could have been Hannibal's style of 'art'. She's not sure what to say, so she simply opens her eyes again and says

I'm sorry.

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