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I have a thing to ask; a thing that is not acceptable in my world, but it is part of my story and I think I must acknowledge it. I have noticed that other residents of Hadriel share half of my inclination, at least, and I must ask:

Is it possible for one man or woman to be attracted to both genders? I mean no offense. I admit that my first love - unrequited - was female. My wife was surely female! But there was a male...briefly...though he was naught but a monster seeking to ravage the world.

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why not ask him?

「Surely he's heard that one a lot by now, but he's just curious.」

You are not the first to suggest it.

I do not fear asking him, but it is a burden for a father to see a son so lost.

pretty sure he can read your question
given your fathers current choice of company he maybe felt that way as well

for what is worth love is love regardless of the person

Yes, he can, and he is welcome to comment at his leisure.

Have you ever been in love?

「oh that... question has his answer paused for a long time.」

im not sure

I hope you experience it. The feeling - if it is returned - is without match.

why do you doubt then?

I doubt it will be returned. I doubt I am deserving of it. I do not doubt the joy of two finding love.

might as well ask

I am too honest for my own good. I will likely ask.

good luck?

I have no one in mind! But thank you.

wait hes not here?

Edited 2018-05-14 04:16 (UTC)

The monster? Or someone else?

is this monster who you are in love with?

I was. I hate him with every fiber of my being now.

im sorry

It isn't your fault. He was the one who betrayed me. He was the one who never loved me. He was the one who killed my wife and daughter before my eyes.

I would like to place my hands around his neck.

「That's just really sad... Atem is not sure what he could say that would make him feel better. If what Curufin has told him mean anything, his son might be incredibly old, surely he had a lot of time to muse over these matters, and even so after this long, he still hurt.」

would that help any?

(No, the memories are fresh. He is old, but these matters happened recently for him - if one ignores the time he has spent in Hadriel.)

It would be a beginning.

「Thats even worse...」

a beginning to what?

is there a chance that this monster hexed you into believing you loved him?

Killing him once and for all.

It is possible. (But that doesn't make him feel less guilty.)

maybe one day hell get what he deserves for what he did to you

Edited 2018-05-14 20:41 (UTC)

If it is my choice what becomes of him, I will not let him perish easily.

i figured you wouldnt
i still wish you luck... but dont lose yourself to your hate towards him

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