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[It's late when Harlan folds and decides to go to the network for a distraction. He would vastly prefer not to do this, but, well. That's why it's called folding.]

cant sleep.
tell me stories.

[ooc: feel free to threadjack and use this as a sort of storytelling free-for-all!]

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I think we did it to ourselves.
I think it's a punishment.

I don't know where it's coming from but I think that humans finally got so selfish and greedy that it turned back on us and this is the result of it.

hm.
u think morals can affect shit to the point of creating a disease?
or are u sayin its an act of god?

I don't believe there's a god, but it's an act of something.
Probably sounds crazy, right?

depends.
that kind of shit isnt unheard of in my world but we have demons and shit that are known to inflict so called punishment on a large scale like what ur describing.
that said i dont believe in some force that controls the universe.
nothing happens for a reason. shit just happens.
to me? yeah. sounds a lil crazy. no offense.
but im not from where ur from. i only know what ur tellin me and thats filtered thru ur pov.
im not in a position to have an opinion.
its not stoppin me from having an opinion. lmao. but u shouldnt give a shit abt what i think.
tldr yeah. it sounds crazy to me but dont take it personally.

I guess you could say plenty of stuff I thought was completely crazy, too.
I mean, magic? That's all story books for me.
But thanks for listening anyway.

well if u want to compare one to one like that its different.
i have proof magic exists. i can cast it.
what ur talkin about is a theory. im not sayin it doesnt hold water but if u dont have hard evidence its not the same.
dont get me wrong. this shit is interesting. and maybe ur onto something. i have nfi.
crazy was ur word tho. not mine.
id call it reaching maybe.
idk. tough to boil it down into one word.
i dont like the thought that morals control the world tho. thats putting urself in one hell of a box.

Just a theory.
Don't know if it's something simple as just morals.
Something happened to the Dead when they started to connect with the world. With what was happening between me and that one I talked about before.
Dunno.
I'm not a scientist or anything.
If I ever get any hard evidence, I'll let you know.

what do u mean something happened?

It was like they started coming back to life.

Wow, it looks really dumb when I see it written down like that. But that's what it was.

that doesnt sound dumb. ppl come back to life all the time here.
its not unheard of where im from either.
what do u mean life tho? being alive and living are two diff things.

Yeah, I know.
It was like they started caring about something other than eating people. Like they wanted something but they didn't know what that something was.

hm.
thats genuinely creepy.
i buy it tho. these zombies still have the same body they did when they were legit alive right?
same brain same person.

Same body, same brain. No memories.
Can you be the same person if you don't even remember who you were?

man ur full of big philosophical quandaries tonight huh?
idk.
by default no. u cant be the same person w.o ur memories.
but thats not to say they cant still be themselves.
ppl change all the fuckin time. im not the same person i was a couple months ago. same doesnt mean shit.
idk how this shit works like scientifically but same brain same body says to me that the memories might be in there somewhere.
like a subconscious thing.

You're not the same person you were, sure. I'm not either.
But you remember everything you were doing back then, right? So is it really the same thing as forgetting your whole life?

The one who rescued me didn't even remember his name. He was trying, but he only got the first letter. 'R'. Maybe it's all in there, but he didn't remember any of it.

its not the same. thats my pt.
theyre not the same but they could still be them.
idk. maybe thats just semantics.
gettin the first letter is way fuckin better than nothing. that prob means the info is still in there somewhere.
its a long story but something like this happened to me before.
i lost my magic. im not supposed to be able to lose my magic. its literally written into my fuckin dna.
tldr it took abt a year but i was able to uh ig unlock it again.
crazy shit can happen.

How did you lose it?

a guy wanted to fuck me over.
idk how he did it exactly. had to have been some intense magic bc again this isnt a thing that regularly happens.

Wrong place, wrong time? Or did you piss somebody off?

i pissed someone off.
its a long story that i dont feel like getting into tonight.

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