[TEXT] Backdated to August 3rd

[killthisparty]

[CW for alcohol/substance abuse and intense depressive talk.]

iwonder if itd supposed tobe funny
all ths shit
you nkoe? beign stuck here
not being s person no more
but not rly a ghost

they talk to u slike they arent in charge
even if its not their choice
hey talk like they cant be blamerd for it
n some of u actually eat that uyp

they took two fo mine
two of ours. down to half

dont give a fuck if theyre not doing it
i dont casre
i hope the fucking robots wipe them out
every single one of them

have fun on ur lil roadtrip

Comments

(Video)

[stonebird]

You write as if you are inebriated. (She is concerned.) A loss will not be easier to bear with a headache.

Re: (Video) nevermind the earlier

[killthisparty]

[ He rarely turns on video, but, clearly, today is not a day to care.

He's lying down on a bed, and the phone is being moved way too much for a clear picture most of the time, held above him.]

Ding ding ding, we got a winner winner chicken dinner. [ A lazy grin on a pale face with dark bags under his eyes.]

(Video) <3

[stonebird]

(She knows about loss and the pain that accompanies it. She hadn't wanted to leave her bed after her father's death - and then she had felt the same when her mother and brother were killed. It might seem strange, but she could be a good friend to him at this point.)

Have you eaten? The last thing you need is to drink on an empty stomach.

Re: (Video)

[killthisparty]

[ She could, if she can push through all of the thorns and guilt and push back. Party, unfortunately, has never been good at making friends, and the one's he's made are so special it hurts.]

No. [ He pauses, after blurting the answer before thinking.] Why make it harder to get in there?

(Video)

[stonebird]

(She barely hides a wince.) You will not feel the same way once the effects wear off.

(Maybe the future doesn't matter right now, but oh will that change soon enough.)

Re: (Video)

[killthisparty]

Ain't my first time in this rodeo. M' the queen bitch of this rodeo.

[ A little redundant, but hardly that threatening as he rolls over and brings the phone along, with a mix of muffled sounds and shuffling and clacking, before his face is mostly visible again.]

Y' know?

(Video)

[stonebird]

I'm not sure that is a title I would use. (But it fits her too.) At least drink some water. I used to rely on wine and it left me feeling miserable.

Re: (Video)

[killthisparty]

Wine? Fancy. [ Makes no remark about the water, though.]