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[ Dean is making this brief for a variety of reasons. But he sadly doesn't care enough to make this anything but video - audio and text just seem like far too much effort, and so Dean can be seen boozing it up with a half empty bottle of whiskey he received from the gods.

Someone's been drunk a lot lately.

Big fuckin' deal. ]

So, I kind of happen to have an angel buddy who's in need of a lay. Anyone want to lend a hand?

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I don't think so. Perhaps the adoption of the cause by someone else, or the belief that the task had been performed.

Admitting the true origin of my indiscretions can't be the only solution. It can't. You're human, surely you have some other suggestion?

[ Cas, look at her life. Look at her choices. Where does a good solution come into any of it?

Also, by virtue of never having had a boner, this is really not a scenario she's ever had to smooth out before. ]

Could do that. [ The... latter. Obviously. Not that she thinks to specify. ] Get him laid or pretend it never happened.

What advice would you give someone else with this problem? [ Seriously, healthy coping mechanisms and her... not exactly a thing. So have a question she's had to try and answer before. What would you tell me if I came to you with this, Katydid? It sucks, but it worked. ]

I would tell them to confront their issues, that honesty is always the best policy.

It's much too complicated for that.

[ Yeah, she can guess that much. And she's probably wrong, but the only comparable equivalent she can imagine is wanting to bang a client when you're not a hooker. ]

You're gonna have to settle for pretending, then. [ Can't exactly force someone to fuck you when they're not here for it. Not without committing a felony, anyway

At least you've managed the part about being honest with yourself, Cas, that's a whole lot more than a lot of people. ]

I figured that might be the case.

Dean's friendship is all I know. If this feeling, whatever it is, imperils that, then I don't want to have it.

[ Oh Cas, you precious, ageless child. She would genuinely prefer that this was easier for you, she really would. ]

Think it generally passes. [ She... really doesn't know how or when that works, though. ]

I think you're wrong. My memory is fathomless, I can't imagine ever being able to forget this feeling.

[ Kate's pretty sure people forget some surprising things. ]

Never said forget. Gets easier to deal with. [ Passes from the thing that hurts every day into something that just. Lingers. At least, if it's anything like loss. ]

I believe you.

How do you deal with how much it hurts?

[ well, since moving to another country isn't an option here... ]

Concentrate on the other things you have. Spend time with other people. [ or, in the terms she very nearly typed: she kept herself too busy to think, like she usually does. ]

Be with other people?

[ well... there is something to be said for one night stands, although even Kate has just enough tact to realise that this situation is not the best place for them. probably. ] Just hanging with friends is fine. [ and if she were anyone else she'd add that obvious invite that you can drop by whenever, cas. ]

I've been doing that. I can do that.

So you don't think that I have to sleep with other people? To fix me?

[ She's seen enough people, enough friends, try and get over breakups to know a little bit about this, even if it's not the same situation. ]

Not unless you want to.

I don't think there's anything that needs fixing. As uncomfortable as it feels, ensuring physical distance has always been part of the terms of our relationship. I'll just make sure that we don't play Twister again.

Although perhaps I need to try playing it with someone else.

[ waitwaitwait obvious priority here ]

You were playing twister? [ she's just going... to try and imagine this. Because lmfao ]

Yes. Do you know how to play?

[ Does that count as propositioning? Nope. But he does want to prove it's not a Twister thing, because he enjoys playing it, as much as it would be nice to really put his finger on why it's a Dean thing. ]

Been a while, but I remember.

I'd have to repaint the spots, but if you'd like to, any time at all, then I'd enjoy playing it with you.

Could invite some others. Make it a twister night. [ okay, it's an entirely silly suggestion, but maybe this place does need a game of twister or two to stop it feeling so fucking soul crushing. ]

Why not? It would brighten this place up immensely. If you can think of any other party games that we could play together--I'm afraid my lexicon of them is limited to what my friends have shown me.

[ WELL. She can think of a few, but most of them involve various amounts of alcohol and a penchant for terrible decisions. Or pool or snooker... both of which usually require her drunk to play... ]

That might be a question for the entire place. [ Read: she has no idea. Pin the tail on the donkey? Was that still a thing people did? ]

[ Who says alcohol can't be involved? All they need to do is convene this party at the bar, and bingo. ]

Perhaps. I don't think hide and seek would work very well, however. Or at the very least it wouldn't if I was the seeker.

[ Soulhound angel right here. ]

One of us should ask them, then.

[ perfect. also yes, angel gps she is still salty ok. ]

Go for it.

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