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[Nick's voice is raspier than usual, the way voices get when their owners have been screaming, or crying, or possibly both.]

You know what, you motherfucker? I'm coming back to haunt your ass after I'm dead. See how you like it.

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Hey, I was just about to message you. Are you okay?

[Aside from the... Obvious. Hope's post had said 'half' so he isn't totally sure she's in the same situation he is, but it's easy enough to make a guess.]

[God, she's just the farthest thing from OK. She feels like she might actually start crying again, and she hates crying more than just about anything. It's a good thing no one can tell if she's texting.]

yea im peachy just waiting 2 die like usual i guess this assshle couldnt wait til we r actually dead this time? fuck

Yeah this kind of sucks.

[His messages are a little slower than usual since he's having to correct a lot of typos.]

But you saw Hope's post, right?

what no h/o

[Because of course she just flipped out and made her own post before looking at anything else.]

[And after she scrolls back and reads it ... ]

lol big fcuking help that is

It could be a little more helpful, yeah, but it's something.

[Better than telling people to start looking in random places. Also Rage's addition to the post helps confirm that they're indeed buried, not just shoved in a box in a corner somewhere, which isn't really reassuring but more info is better than less.]

yea its cool i bet ppl r lining up 2 dig us all up right

Edited 2016-01-16 18:25 (UTC)

I'm still waiting to hear back from my friends but if any of them are able then they'll be trying, yeah. Probably a lot of people will.]

[Though who knows how many, or how fast they'll be, or who they'll find in what order and if there will be enough time to--

Stop, that isn't helpful.]

[Kamina actually almost sounds serious for once, none of his usual dramatic bravado. Instead, he's just fierce. And maybe a little muffled.]

You aren't gonna die. None of us are. We're gonna get out, and then we're gonna kick his ass!

['Scuse Nick while she just. Laughs hysterically.]

Did it maybe escape your notice that we're buried under the fucking ground?

[Yeah yeah, laugh it up. You're just wasting air. He's been in enough cave -ins to know what needs to happen next, and it's gonna take as much oxygen as he's got.]

Even I'm not that oblivious, lady. Look, there's other people out there. We just gotta hang on long enough, and that means not panicking, okay?

I'm not panicking, OK?

[She's totally panicking. Who wouldn't be panicking? She's been buried alive.]

Look, if you really wanna believe you're gonna get miraculously rescued, you go right ahead. I know better. No one's coming to rescue me.

its good u got friends here

[Friends are people who care if he stays alive. What, she's not bitter.]

So do you.

Besides, Hope didn't give any names to go with the locations so it's pretty random who gets found when and by who.

Try and stay calm, okay?

[He knows this really, really sucks, but it'll only suck more if they give up on being rescued.]

Okay, you aren't panicking.

[Even he knows better, but he's not wasting air on a stupid fight. Even if that would be par for the course with them.]

Look, they aren't just gonna let you die, okay? We're all in this together. Someone's gonna get both of us out, even if it's because they're looking for someone else. That's just the odds, right? Come on, where's your badass bitch attitude? You can handle anything, remember?

That would be something of a problem, as Hope will just bring you back.

I recommend against that.

Why, what's he gonna do about it? Kill me again?

FUCK YOU

u fucking piece of shit

Edited 2016-01-17 22:01 (UTC)

u bettr hope i dont get brought back bcuz im gonna fuck ur shit up so bad u sick fuck

who teh fuck do u think u r doing this kind of fcuked up shit 2 us

ill find a way 2 end u istg

Hey, you know what? Fuck you. I didn't ask for your help, and I don't need your goddamn pep talk, OK?

[There might be an audible thump in the background as Nick drops her head back in frustration. What is with this guy.]

Christ, this sticking your nose in where it doesn't belong thing is just fucking habitual with you, isn't it?

[Nick bangs the bottom of her fist on the coffin wall to the side; it hurts, but it's a distraction from the tears she feels welling up in her eyes, so it's fine, right? Totally fine.

She likes Chris a lot, and that says something, because Nick doesn't like people on general principle. She knows what he's saying when he says she has friends here - she means him. And most people would be comforted by that, especially under these circumstances, but not Nick. She doesn't believe there's anything truly likable about her, can't imagine why anyone would want her as a friend. Andy didn't, after all - even after everything they'd been through together. So she doesn't really believe what Chris says, not because she thinks he's a liar, but because she thinks he just doesn't know her well enough. If he did, she thinks, he wouldn't like her very much, and he wouldn't claim to be her friend for very long.

It's pointless to argue about this, though. Chris might be optimistic about being rescued, but all Nick can see in the dark is doom. It won't matter much what he thinks of her when they're all dead.]

yea i will. thx.

[Because that's easier than being honest, about just how afraid she is that she's going to die and everything she never accomplished in her stupid life will be the biggest fucking cosmic joke. About how afraid she is that if she does somehow manage to survive this, all she has waiting for her above ground is more heartbreak.]

2 quiet in here. wish i had music. thats what i miss most about home.

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