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[ He has no idea what the fuck is going on, but he knows he's never felt like this before. He's reflected on the things he regrets, of course, and he's been haunted by the choices he made in certain situations, but he carries on with the business of living well enough. He takes what he can get, what joy he can find, and he focuses on that.

So, what the fuck. ]

Anyone else feeling pretty shitty almost non-stop?

[ He has no shame in talking to people, why the hell not? He has nothing to hide in expressing his emotions, though that doesn't at all mean he's ready or willing to just confess all his sins to whoever the hell is listening right now. He's got some measure of control still. ]

I was a fucking asshole once. I get it. I know it.

But whatever this feeling is now - shit. It's this place, right? It's gotta be.

[ And he has this desperate, almost suffocating need to fix the terrible things he's done, but he can't. He's just paralyzed by this overwhelming feeling of being an irredeemable asshole. ]

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Sometimes we get good events. Tranquility takes over. Delight's used to be fun, but-

She likely won't be hosting anything for a while.

Why's that? Is there a way to kind of...predict what'll happen? Which one will take over?

Sometimes. Like, this gloomy Gus stuff is because Sorrow's coming back. When they're revived, there's always a burst of energy.

It depends on what the city needs, which god needs to be fed. If we're moving again anytime soon, Fear will probably take the helm.

Fear. Nice. Well, it's good to know, at least. Don't know how to prepare myself, guess we can't really, but at least I know more than I did when I first got here.

Fear's events are usually some of the worst because, well, who likes to be afraid?

You can't really prepare but at least now you might be able to be better braced for what happens.

Insider tips are good. Thanks. So you been here a while, I take it?

Going on close to two years now, give or take.

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