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[64th]

Have you ever killed anyone?
Do you feel bad about it?

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[cashlin]

Ive been doing this almost longer than I can remember sooooooo



yeah.
sorrow almost got me to feel bad about it. almost.
where im from its basically a day in the life tho

[circumitus]

yes.
yes.

[What? It's not like the post is also asking who and why.]

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[fleshing]

yeysySSSS

nno yes NO N NO NO Nno no no no yes ye sye s yes yes nO NO NO

[and so on]

[64th]

[ what..?? she'd assume his phone was broken or he was drunk but... she's seen him post on the network before, soo.... ]

yes and no for the same person or for different people?

[64th]

that's how it is at home too. sort of.

they would have killed me if they had the chance

[64th]

me too

[circumitus]

think a lot of people here have.
did you kill them because they were trying to kill you?

[fleshing]

nnnnnnn;lkk



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n no o no no onnoono yes eye YES YES YES YEs

no

dooooonnnt MAKE US Hurt htemmmmf;

[64th]

they would have killed me, if they had the chance. i had more training, though.

so they didn't stand much of a chance.

[64th]

[ oh great that clears it up. ]

it was harder to live with than I thought it would be. i thought it would be easier.

[fleshing]

whyY?????/ how who why

[He might be terrible at showing it, but he...genuinely wants to help.]

[64th]

it's a long story. home stuff.

[ and thanks to Sorrow, he's gotta get details. ]

our government makes kids fight to the death. my district trained me and I volunteered to compete. I killed other kids. I was older and stronger but I had to. i had to win.

[fleshing]

! !! ! !!!!!!!

[KIDS! Kids are innocent. Or they're supposed to be. Krieg's morals might be warped beyond understanding, but he knows one thing: forcing kids to kill one another is bad.]

iDDDDD cut theRE THROATS OU ttt for kiLLLLLingl ; innnnnicent kITTENs

[64th]

[ she gets what he means. it was awful. it is awful. what choice did any of them have but to kill or be killed? ]

I wish someone would.

sometimes i'm ok with it because I was trying to survive but sometimes i remember their families or the blood on my hands or they're in my dreams and I don't think it ever gets better. it's been 11 years they'd have their own kids now. but they don't because of me.

[fleshing]

[Don't mess this up.

He waits. He waits. He pauses. He thinks, as much as it aches and hurts to.]

wwwh; at chOICE is thereEE

[64th]

[ honestly, she mostly appreciates that he's listening and letting her get some of it off her chest. her heart still feels heavy with guilt. ]

I can't change the past, and I can't go home.

maybe it would be worse if I was ok with it. it was a terrible thing. I can be sad about a terrible thing i was part of. right?

[cashlin]

same here.

[Lilith lingers on Cashmere's last line before she types out another response.]

what else could we have done?
i know i don't think about it. i can't. feeling guilty doesn't keep you alive.

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[dedikated]

Yes.
Every damn day of my life.

[fleshing]

saD = good!!!!!!!





meNASSS youu URS TILL IN THERE SOmewhhERE!!!

[circumitus]

experience doesn't always guarantee success, but it does help.

either way people tend to feel bad about taking life regardless of the circumstances.

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[unfollowing]

[FUCK YOU, CASHMERE.]

it was an accident

it was my fault, but i didn't mean to get them killed

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[prespangled]

I haven't.

But I think I'd always feel bad about it, even if I had my reasons.

[video]

[wormintheglass]

Some of them.

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[wipedclean]

yes

no

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[ushahin]

Yes, I have. And no, I haven't, and don't think I ever will.