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[sedula]

[The Hadriel network isn't exactly Facebook, but it's all Sam's got, so it will have to do.]

#justhadrielthings

How many of you have died here?

How did you deal with it?

Asking for a friend.

Comments

[64th]

Once at home. Once here.
I didn't handle it.

[sedula]

I'm sorry.

What did you do instead?

[64th]

The first time I destroyed my room. And I cried a lot. Even though I was alive again it felt different.

When it happened here I hid away for a while. I was embarrassed. And scared.

[sedula]

I think it's probably pretty normal to feel all of that.

[Especially the wanting to hide, and being scared, and crying a lot.]

Well, as much as any of this can be considered "normal."

[Still ... there's understanding here. Sam gets it. She feels the same way.]

Did any of it help at all?

[64th]

[ it's a good question. Cashmere isn't sure how to answer at first. ]

Kind of. Yeah. Better to get it all out than keep it all in.