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wipedclean) wrote in
hadriel2016-12-07 10:32 pm
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[He probably should have done this as text. But he started the video, and he doesn't feel like changing it now.
Bucky's hunched over, clearly sitting in the middle of his apartment floor, the hood of his sweatshirt pulled over his head, his hair hanging in his face. He's curled in on himself, and his eyes are red-rimmed.
He looks awful.]
Steve is gone. I. I looked everywhere. For days. But he's gone.
[Angrily, he pulls his sleeve across his eyes and shakes his head.]
I can't... I don't... I don't know what to do without him.
[He sinks in on himself.]
I can't stay here. But there's no way out. What am I supposed to do?
Bucky's hunched over, clearly sitting in the middle of his apartment floor, the hood of his sweatshirt pulled over his head, his hair hanging in his face. He's curled in on himself, and his eyes are red-rimmed.
He looks awful.]
Steve is gone. I. I looked everywhere. For days. But he's gone.
[Angrily, he pulls his sleeve across his eyes and shakes his head.]
I can't... I don't... I don't know what to do without him.
[He sinks in on himself.]
I can't stay here. But there's no way out. What am I supposed to do?

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[Ooookay Noah, do not make things worse here.]
He might not be gone for good. Some of my friends - once they all left. They were gone for days and I was a wreck, but then they came back! A-and other times, one of my other friends had been gone for half a year I think, but he came back too!
[And, uh, is now gone again, but maybe let's not bring that up.]
Gone now doesn't mean gone forever.
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I don't... know if that's a good thing or a bad thing.
[He definitely doesn't want to be alone anymore. But he doesn't think that getting Steve back would be worth pulling Steve away from where he's supposed to be.]