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hadriel2016-12-07 10:32 pm
wipedclean) wrote in hadriel2016-12-07 10:32 pm
video
[He probably should have done this as text. But he started the video, and he doesn't feel like changing it now.
Bucky's hunched over, clearly sitting in the middle of his apartment floor, the hood of his sweatshirt pulled over his head, his hair hanging in his face. He's curled in on himself, and his eyes are red-rimmed.
He looks awful.]
Steve is gone. I. I looked everywhere. For days. But he's gone.
[Angrily, he pulls his sleeve across his eyes and shakes his head.]
I can't... I don't... I don't know what to do without him.
[He sinks in on himself.]
I can't stay here. But there's no way out. What am I supposed to do?
Bucky's hunched over, clearly sitting in the middle of his apartment floor, the hood of his sweatshirt pulled over his head, his hair hanging in his face. He's curled in on himself, and his eyes are red-rimmed.
He looks awful.]
Steve is gone. I. I looked everywhere. For days. But he's gone.
[Angrily, he pulls his sleeve across his eyes and shakes his head.]
I can't... I don't... I don't know what to do without him.
[He sinks in on himself.]
I can't stay here. But there's no way out. What am I supposed to do?
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[He hisses it out, suddenly very angry behind his curtain of hair.]
I'm not supposed to feel like this. I know that.
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No. He... wanted me to be a person.
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I don't know. They made me a weapon. Steve... thought I could be something else. I don't know.
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He... helped, but he... wanted me to do it on my own. I don't know if I can.
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Killing.
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[It's matter of fact.]