My brother won the Games when we were 17. he was different when he came home. I wanted to understand him better. I was scared of growing apart and losing him So I decided I had to win, too. We'd trained since we were kids. I thought it'd be worth it.
I can understand that. [ the desire to keep one's family, even if she can't understand Cashmere's life in the same way. ] Hard to feel like you might lose family.
[ messages kate could have typed herself for five thousand, please. ] Wish I could answer that. Never got to find out. [ but she felt no better in her dreams, only hollow. ]
Suppose you might have to. Making different choices might make things worse. [ although she's not sure how, exactly. but something has to go wrong somewhere, right? it usually does. ]
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I also regret not killing someone. I wonder how I'd feel if I'd done it.
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As long as I went back knowing what I do now.
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Suppose you might have to. Making different choices might make things worse. [ although she's not sure how, exactly. but something has to go wrong somewhere, right? it usually does. ]
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might as well keep moving forward
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[ although this place keeps providing evidence to the contrary. ]
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[ does the sarcasm translate over this format? do they need a sarcasm font? probably. ]
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