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puzzlingly) wrote in
hadriel2018-08-16 08:42 am
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duel 11. video (cw: death or dying)
「It's been a while since he's made a video post in which he looks actually serious, he doesn't look sad for a change, just thoughtful.
When he finally speaks he does it uncharacteristically (for him) quietly, even though, firm.」
How do you deal with loss?
When people leave this place or, when you know you will never see someone you care for again?
When they pass away.
Do you try to forget about them... or... 「No, that thought actually hurts.」
What is that helps you to move on?
「If they do at all.
This has been in his mind ever since Maedhros and Celebrimbor were gone, and even way before. He didn't knew them personally, but he could see how much pain their departure had caused — only one person had made him feel that way, but it wasn't Yugi who left, it was him. Atem left them all and he cannot help but wonder, was he the cause of grief among his loved ones, the ones that survived him when he decided to give up his life, and then when he had to move on from the world of the living a second time?
He doesn't wish to think so highly of himself, but it's hard, specially when all his life the world did use to revolve around him. But he worries about those he left behind, they would be fine, wouldn't they? Heh, if only they knew he hasn't moved on at all, that he still talks to his partner in his head all the time... What a little hypocrite.」
「private text: Kaiba Seto」
Mokuba is gone.
「But Atem is sure he already knows. He doesn't expect a reply.」
When he finally speaks he does it uncharacteristically (for him) quietly, even though, firm.」
How do you deal with loss?
When people leave this place or, when you know you will never see someone you care for again?
When they pass away.
Do you try to forget about them... or... 「No, that thought actually hurts.」
What is that helps you to move on?
「If they do at all.
This has been in his mind ever since Maedhros and Celebrimbor were gone, and even way before. He didn't knew them personally, but he could see how much pain their departure had caused — only one person had made him feel that way, but it wasn't Yugi who left, it was him. Atem left them all and he cannot help but wonder, was he the cause of grief among his loved ones, the ones that survived him when he decided to give up his life, and then when he had to move on from the world of the living a second time?
He doesn't wish to think so highly of himself, but it's hard, specially when all his life the world did use to revolve around him. But he worries about those he left behind, they would be fine, wouldn't they? Heh, if only they knew he hasn't moved on at all, that he still talks to his partner in his head all the time... What a little hypocrite.」
「private text: Kaiba Seto」
Mokuba is gone.
「But Atem is sure he already knows. He doesn't expect a reply.」

cw: stupid ygo abridged references :3c
「I think you mean, My Cards Will Go On.」
Fanfic?
Sweet Jesus, what did I just watch? XD
[/ded. current status, ded]
Yeah. Say you like a particular TV show, right? Only you're between seasons and you want more or wish a particular pair of characters would hook up. That's what fanfic is for, fans writing stories that make those things happen.
magic on the making!
「The sad truth is that these two nerds might be a bit too OP games wise, but that will not stop him from teaching her what he knows! He's again, just being a little troll.」
.... Sounds kinda fun. Too bad we don't have shows here.
「But... they do have people, and their dramas.......... ohgods」
/weeps
[she approves of trolls, so it's all good]
Nope. There's the play that one lady was talking about, but that's it.
[so many dramas. impossible to keep track of]
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「As if that was hard af all!!」
A play? Oh... oh, yeah I saw that. But I'm no actor, or writer.
「He can be dramatic as hell, would that help?」
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[not very hard at all]
Yeah? Who says?
[A+ primo help!]
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What do you even sound like?!
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It's not my fault! I just-- I don't think I'd be good at that... okay yeah I see now what you mean. Maybe both of us need to stop.
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I see... I had no idea. I'm sorry.
「If only she had been lucky enough to find one ancient Egyptian magic artifact with a soul inside, he could have been her friend! Totes.」
It's probably not the wisest idea to let them down here either, I guess.
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[if only, right? but fate happens and they got to be friends, anyway]
Not always, no. But for some reason, it's easier here.
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You've made friends here, that's gotta count for something.
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Yeah. It does. It's nice. It's real nice.
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I'm... glad.
「Aw, now he looks a little sad. But just a little, he's glad he can be her friend now.」
I'll see you later tonight, alright? You better bring your A-game, George.
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Me too.
[she notices the sad look and tries to look like it's all good. how successful she is at it, who knows?]
All right, see you then. And you better believe it.