SECOND SONG ♫ TEXT

[hasitsthorns]

[ At some time that is far too late for probably anyone to be awake, a message comes across the network.

God, how she's missed being able to text. ]

Have you ever done something you regret? That you're ashamed of?
Maybe it's a lot of things. It is for me.

How do you deal with that now?
Did you find a way to make it better or did you just ignore it until it went away?
(The latter is my strategy. Hasn't worked out so well, let me tell you.)

I have trouble sometimes with it all still.
I try to do better, but...
Trying only gets you so far sometimes.

Comments

text

[hasitsthorns]

What was the inevitable?

it's alright
i mean, these places aren't the best but
I don't really have much to go back to either so

Re: text

[saltrock_imp]

Humans were dying. There's not a lot of them left. Pockets here and there.

Do you prefer it here than back home?

Re: text

[hasitsthorns]

A disease?

I do
I don't mind the gods like some people seem to
and it's better for me, I think

Re: text

[saltrock_imp]

Finality. Perhaps a disease. Multiple. Infertility, pollution. Their bodies couldn't handle the changes the planet had gone through.

I'm glad at least one of us is enjoying it here then.

text

[hasitsthorns]

guess things don't look well for people, hm

i'm sorry you aren't
but I get why you wouldn't
it's... a lot

Re: text

[saltrock_imp]

People are fine. I used to be human actually. but things change, and so does humanity.


There's a lot of violence here. I...don't do well with it. I'm not used to it.

text

[hasitsthorns]

used to be?

i guess it helps I went through some super traumatic junk when I was younger
now it's just like
meh, bloodshed
but you shouldn't have to get used to it so... sorry
that sucks

Re: text

[saltrock_imp]

I stopped being human a while ago. 12, 13 years ago maybe? Have you met Pellaz? I'm a friend of his.

Thanks. I think you're right. It does suck.

text

[hasitsthorns]

I haven't, actually, but I'll keep an eye out for 'im

yeah it never gets any easier
I think I just found better ways of dealing with it

[ ... Not dealing with it isn't dealing with it omfg ]