SECOND SONG ♫ TEXT

[hasitsthorns]

[ At some time that is far too late for probably anyone to be awake, a message comes across the network.

God, how she's missed being able to text. ]

Have you ever done something you regret? That you're ashamed of?
Maybe it's a lot of things. It is for me.

How do you deal with that now?
Did you find a way to make it better or did you just ignore it until it went away?
(The latter is my strategy. Hasn't worked out so well, let me tell you.)

I have trouble sometimes with it all still.
I try to do better, but...
Trying only gets you so far sometimes.

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[hasitsthorns]

Hooooo boy
There's
a lot
Like, a lot

You sure you wanna' know?

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[iustitiae]

have you tried alcohol

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[hasitsthorns]

Alcohol and I are old friends, actually.
I have.
It doesn't help anymore though.

[unfollowing]

you're like five months late for sorrow's revival

[hasitsthorns]

I know, right?
I'm sad I missed it, actually.
He's a cool dude.

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[saltrock_imp]

Yes, I have. I try not to think about it. It hasn't really worked.

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[hasitsthorns]

Someone after my own heart.
I try not to think about it either. But, yeah, that hasn't gotten me all that far.
Bunch of bologna, right?

[video]

[wormintheglass]

Je ne regrette rien.

[This is a barefaced lie, but it's not only a lie Bianca tells herself regularly, it's also her favourite song. That totally makes it okay.]

[video]

[hasitsthorns]

Ni le bien qu'on m'a fait. Ni le mal tout ça m'est bien égal.

[ It's an excellent song. It also seems like they have something in common beyond music. Lying. ]

Ah, I wish. Easier said than done and all that, right?

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[unitas]

Everyone does shit they regret. Everyone fucks up. You just have to learn to accept it, and move the fuck on. [ Not that she's quite figured out how to. Sorry, Rosie. ]

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[hasitsthorns]

How does one 'move the fuck on'?
Especially if what you did is still a potential thing you might do again...

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[beanstalk]

Pretending it doesn't exist isn't going to make it go away.

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[hasitsthorns]

See, that seems like the smart conclusion.
But no one ever said I was smart!
Seems I tend to learn the hard way, which means I'm still not entirely convinced it won't just disappear if I ignore it.

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[benumbing]

Many times.

I mostly drink.

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[hasitsthorns]

I'm sorry.

Alcohol is pretty great though, isn't it?

[ She misses it, nights like these. She misses... being normal. Well, more 'normal' than she is now. ]

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[sciencelizard]

usually i'd watch tv or some of my favorite shows but...
it doesnt fix it
just makes it go away for a while

...
what do you do if smth can't be fixed?

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[hasitsthorns]

yeah
I feel you there
It's kind of nice to have a distraction but it sucks when you have to go back to everything

I don't know
I'm sorry
I think I have the same problem

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[skelebro]

1. yep.
2. yep.
3. sleeping, mostly.

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[hasitsthorns]

somehow, i'm not surprised by those answers

also man
sleeping
it's the bomb.com

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[ushahin]

I have done many things I regret. Many are dead because of things I did or did not do. But they cannot be changed and so I am forced to simply press forward, for when I try to fix them, I tend to only make things worse for myself.

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[hasitsthorns]

[ This sounds exactly like what she'd say. She knew there was a reason she liked Ushahin. ]

Yeah.
People are dead because of me too.

And, hey, I get that.
But we're still learning, I guess?
Sometimes I think I only make things worse but I have other people to help me put it into perspective. Sometimes.

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[murderpotato]

join the fuckin club, lady

everybody got shit they regret. some people got better shit to regret than others.

personally i drink and fuckin hit things but people say thats cause i got anger issues

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[hasitsthorns]

isn't 'worse' more apt than 'better' in this case?

I think drinking and hitting things is a perfectly reasonable coping mechanism
works for me, anyway

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[fulminants]

hey, what's wrong?

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[hasitsthorns]

[ 'A lot' is probably too heavy of an answer, isn't it? That's... the best way to sum it up though. ]

just having a hard time sleeping lately
thinking about stuff too much
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