hadriel | SECOND SONG ♫ TEXT

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[ At some time that is far too late for probably anyone to be awake, a message comes across the network.

God, how she's missed being able to text. ]

Have you ever done something you regret? That you're ashamed of?
Maybe it's a lot of things. It is for me.

How do you deal with that now?
Did you find a way to make it better or did you just ignore it until it went away?
(The latter is my strategy. Hasn't worked out so well, let me tell you.)

I have trouble sometimes with it all still.
I try to do better, but...
Trying only gets you so far sometimes.

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Someone after my own heart.
I try not to think about it either. But, yeah, that hasn't gotten me all that far.
Bunch of bologna, right?

People say sometimes it helps to talk about it.
But sometimes I think all that does is taint the listener. Some tales are just bad.
I remember bologna.

I don't like to talk, really.
I think you're right.

Remember?

It has to be released though. Or it taints you too.

It's been over 15 years since I even saw a grocery store.

In that case, I'm
probably already tainted

woah, really??
that's crazy
even in haven we had a convenience store
granted, it tried to kill us horribly every time we went in but

I think I am too. I think some stories turned me into a bad person.

Things didn't go so well for humanity in my world. A lot of things got destroyed. And when we came to pick up the pieces there wasn't much left.

What's Haven?

you and me both

i'm sorry
that's unfortunate

haven was the world I was in before this
like hadriel, we were trapped and couldn't escape but
in a bubble, a barrier. not underground.
and there were people running the whole thing
nothing like the gods here though

It's their own fault, I suppose. They fought against the inevitable.

I'm sorry you keep getting kidnapped. It's not fun.

What was the inevitable?

it's alright
i mean, these places aren't the best but
I don't really have much to go back to either so

Humans were dying. There's not a lot of them left. Pockets here and there.

Do you prefer it here than back home?

A disease?

I do
I don't mind the gods like some people seem to
and it's better for me, I think

Finality. Perhaps a disease. Multiple. Infertility, pollution. Their bodies couldn't handle the changes the planet had gone through.

I'm glad at least one of us is enjoying it here then.

guess things don't look well for people, hm

i'm sorry you aren't
but I get why you wouldn't
it's... a lot

People are fine. I used to be human actually. but things change, and so does humanity.

There's a lot of violence here. I...don't do well with it. I'm not used to it.

used to be?

i guess it helps I went through some super traumatic junk when I was younger
now it's just like
meh, bloodshed
but you shouldn't have to get used to it so... sorry
that sucks

I stopped being human a while ago. 12, 13 years ago maybe? Have you met Pellaz? I'm a friend of his.

Thanks. I think you're right. It does suck.

I haven't, actually, but I'll keep an eye out for 'im

yeah it never gets any easier
I think I just found better ways of dealing with it

[ ... Not dealing with it isn't dealing with it omfg ]

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