Poison of Gull (
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hadriel2018-10-01 09:13 pm
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[Poison spends a long while fidgeting with her phone, walking the borders of Carlisle's garden (but not going inside, not while he isn't there). Eventually, she sits down near one of the corners, cross-legged on a low, flat rock, and taps out a simple yet heavily weighted message.]
Do you believe in Fate?
Do you believe in Fate?

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「That's helpful, yeah?」
why?
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What do you mean by that?
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but there is not only one
you can choose yours
not so long ago a friend showed me that people can change their destiny by just wanting to
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But what you want might not always be the right thing.
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Do you?
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So, yes. I do. Very much so.
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I dunno. Is that a fair answer?
[She put thought into it...! Really! ]
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Would you want to believe in it?
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I don't want to believe in fate. It's not something I can accept just like that.
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But how are we here? There are no easy answers.
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I'm sorry. You must have been through a lot.
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It's all a bunch of bullshit.
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Last.
Bit of it.
You make your choices, you live your life, and then you die.
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(cw: suicide mention)
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(cw: death, torture)
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I believe that the choices we make are the path that paves our way.
I can't shift the blame to 'fate' when I make a mess of everything.
It was ~meant to be~ because ~fate designed it so~ and it'll all ~work out in the end.~
Nah, that's not for me.
Have some accountability.
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I used to think the same, until I nearly killed all of my friends by trying to fight it. I wanted so much to believe I was in complete control of my destiny that I would have destroyed everything.
Of course, I always had that choice. It was mine to make. But it led me to where I was supposed to be in the end. Where I was always supposed to be.
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I don't fight it. I just do. And what I do is my choice, not fate's. The good, the bad, and absolutely the ugly. I have nearly destroyed everything and that was because of what I decided.
That's a nice idea but some of us have nowhere to go.
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You could make one choice or another, but sometimes there is something you must do, to take you to somewhere you need to be.
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